Saturday, November 27, 2004

It's never bothered me as much as it does today

I am underage.
No, I don't have a fake id because everyone always offers me them and that they'll "for sure get me one soon" i suppose i just have to get on it myself.

In any case, I suppose it's a little lame to tell my friends "just ask me out of politeness to go to the bar with you tonight" I suppose this is to make me feel loved, i'm not sure. In any case this doesn't ever happen, maybe they don't love me...maybe they just don't think i'm that lame as to want them to ask me.

It's hard because I don't ever want my friends to stay home because I cant go to whichever bar/club/casino or whatever that they want to go to. But still, I also don't want to be left in the dust. I am in fact between a rock and a hard place for the next few weeks before I turn legal.

Today I have nothing to do and I would love to go dancing with my friends tonight. But no, I will most likely drive over to blockbuster like many other saturday's and rent some lame-ass movie that will put me to sleep and out of my boredom misery.

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